Stuck without a voice

In just a minute, there’s something here that was not here before
I’m clear-headed but confused
Because I thought that it would help me choose between
What I want and what I should
But I always end up playing the game
I don’t want that feeling inside of me
To get stuck without a voice
Cause then I have no choice
And I wonder is she the answer
To the feeling that’s trapped inside of me
Can I touch her, why should I bother
When all is said and done
Is she the one to answer my question
And so I’m forced to ponder, the waiting’s getting longer
The feeling eats at me, intensity increases until I
Am bound to what they say
I will not go this way